I’m getting married in one week, and I’m turning 25. The only truly ambitious goal I’ve ever been determined to achieve is to spend time in Korea. As anyone who knows me knows, I was already blessed with 5 wonderful months there which left me only craving more and, luckily, my husband-to-be is nothing but supportive and excited by having more adventures with me.
Since graduating, my priorities have definitely shifted away from creating art. I feel satisfied with the design work I get to do at my job because I’m learning so much about Indesign at the same time. But in general I haven’t done anything creative with myself. I haven’t even been diligent about studying Korean lately, with the wedding approaching.
The main thing that bothers me is that I’m so content with this getting by every day. I’m perfectly happy working, loving, eating, reading, just being. But I’ve never been ambitious with a project. I do get temporarily excited about ideas, but I’ve never followed through.
For now, I’m just writing about this. I want to feel satisfied with myself, with some kind of studying regiment, and also expanding myself creatively. I also want to update this website more often with something!
I have some ideas, but I’ll have to get back to you in one week! See you again!
